Everything in my life seems very up in the air right now, but when I really think about it, it's not at all. The more people I talk to, the more I see a theme in people's lives right now. Purpose. There is purpose is EVERYTHING that we are going through. I can see the purpose in the hard things, which in turn, makes the hard things not so hard.
Life is so interesting. I am in a such a different place than I thought I would be at 20. I don't know what I find more funny, the fact that I'm not where I thought I would be or where I thought I would be. I always saw myself in a very different place: one of the biggest differences, I thought I would be in a relationship. I always said that I wouldn't date until college and yet here I am, in college, and still very single. No don't misunderstand, I am VERY much okay with this. Life is just a funny thing. God has such a different plan than we do. I get this whole idea of what my life will look like and then it turns out completely different; but in the end, it's always better that way than my way. His ways and his plan is so much better than mine.
God is teaching me a lot of things right now. But at the core of everything is that He is in control no matter what. He tells me to surrender, why? Because He's in control. He tells me to trust him, why? Because He's in control. He tells me to be patient with certain things and in certain situations, why? Well because He is absolutely, totally, and completely in control. :) Surrender is so hard, but so necessary for me right now.
God is so good and He knows SO much better than me. This semester is SO different than I thought it would be...so so different. It is absolutely crazy. But every single day I see more and more purpose and more and more reasons why He has placed me where He has. Knowing there is purpose and knowing that I can serve the Lord and bring Him glory in these situations gives me peace and comfort, even in it gets really hard.
It's late. I feel like this post is a bunch of random thoughts all strung together. Oh well. :)
Singing Harmony,
Morgan
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