I'm okay with having a sensitive heart. It's part of who I am. I'm a compassionate person. It's how God made me. I care about people and I care about my friends. It's part of who I am. I know that I will still struggle with certain things from time to time as every one does. But this morning and today I just had this revelation when I was sitting listening to some of my friends talk.
In order to explain I must first backtrack a little, so here we go. A lot of the time I feel like I am a forgettable person, and it has always been quite frustrating to me. I love my friends and I never want to leave anyone out, but a lot of the time I feel left out. Sometimes this is a legitimate feeling, and sometimes this is the extremely sensitive side of me that takes over and I have to give myself a reality check. But I have come a long way with this, and for that I am thankful because I know I could not have come this far without Jesus Christ.
As I sat listening to them talk about things and conversations they had when they hung out and I wasn't there, amazingly, I was like okay whatever. I love my friends, I truly do, and if you are reading this and don't know me, please believe that I do. And if you are reading this and you do know me, I truly hope you know that.
This calming feeling came over me as I listened to them talk and God said to me, Morgan, it's okay. Soon there will be a person in your life who will never forget you. And until he comes, know that I have NEVER forgotten you.
I'm good with being me. I'm good with being who I am and resting in knowing that God loves me. I love to be included yes, but I don't want to be included out of obligation. I'm good with being me. And I have peace knowing that I am never forgotten by God, and one day there will be a man who will never forget me either.
SInging Harmony,
Morgan
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